Porn Again Christian

From complacency, stems creativity…take with lots of alcohol.  Decided not to drink today, and get back to the gym tonight.  Leaving the house is a major chore when you’re out of work.  Forced myself to shower in order to go to H&R Block and have my taxes done, where I found out that the IRS will keep my refund because of the back taxes I owe.  This, even though I’m on a payment plan and haven’t missed a payment in two years.  Bad career choices fucking my life over….

Not having a job really makes you confront what your life is boiled down to.  For me, it’s an old apartment that holds nothing of real value and a rusty car that I have not felt comfortable letting my dates see in years.  With my high school reunion approaching, I sit alone in my apartment wondering how others have become successful.  I want their lives, and nobody would want mine.  It seems like an impossible hurdle to jump, but makes me see that my next job has to have some chance of getting me out of here…get me to the next level of life, where I should’ve been years ago.

Get my last paycheck from my last week of work tomorrow, and it’ll only be about $300.00.  Out of that, I have to give some to Comcast to keep the Internet.  I’m already without a TV, and no Internet would be the kiss of overall boredom.  How would I job/porn search?

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